Tuesday, July 22, 2008
{ Tuesday, July 22, 2008 }
Heyys.
i don`t know whats going on now adays.
Recently i`ve been hearing alot of shit .
This , that , i`ve had enough lah sia.
This is a heart not a funfair, not something u can play around with.
You are hurting people`s feelings let alone mine and yours.
Stop playing around will you ? Start being sincere and loyal to your loved ones.
That ring you gave me , i was so happy , how stupid can i be to belive all your lies.
You cheated , i trusted you.
I hate you.
bye.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
{ Sunday, July 13, 2008 }
Hellows.
Just had some fight with my mom , what the heck has she turned into.
I hate the new her. She is trying to be someone she is totally not at all.
Well , she shouted at me , being a normal human being i shouted at her back.
Thanks to her twist of tales , my dad don`t let me lepak with my friends anymore.
Mom of mine called my friends losers , and said i`d become one also .
Who is she to judge my friends? , I can`t stand her anymore.
My love for her is decreasing day by day.
Moving on , Why , ? why do i feel that i still need you back in my life?
I miss you and i`m waiting for you to come back , i know you will.
I know you love me and not your own girlfriend , you admitted it dozens of time.
I saw pamela`s macdonald guy today , he and i were in the same lift , he is one hell hot of a matt guy , he smiled at me and entered the lift , '' what floor'' was the only thing that came out from my mouth . He replied ''11'' with a grinnnn !
hahas , when he was getting out of the lift he said , thanks bye .
Went riding with this unknown malay fella today , damn funn !
I`m sleepy and tired ,
Goodnytes.
Adios AmigO`s.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
{ Thursday, July 10, 2008 }
Okay, azizah din come school today.
We had reading period again today. DARN fun weyy ! hahas.
we played truth or dare , at first me and hannah sat far away from the guys who were playing , then we 20 minutes left till lesson end , we joined in . actually we just sat there and hafiz said , once u sit , atomatically you`r in.
Moving on , don`t know who went to spin the thermometer , and it pointed at me.
Had to do a dare. WTF! The dare was , i had to go to shenjun , touch his hand and in a so called horny manner say '' tonight'' , Okay so i did it.
After doing it , wenjie fell off the chair laughing , and basically the rest of them were just laughing their asse`s off . Miss ren was looking at me with the face saying ... WHAAAAAAAAT. hurhur, she just din say it though . Well , after school met ruby,jaspreet,pamlea and shamini . We slacked for awhile , then i went back to have my one hour tution , then after tution i came back down , it started raining . So me , ruby , jaspreet and pamlea decided to play in the rain. HAHA. darn fun , opposite where we were slacking/lepaking , CHIWAWA and friends were sitting . Lol , someone got stuck in the lift. WAH NOISY BODOH. Then we all call the technical people , hurhur . He got rescued . uhhuhhh .
Now at my grandparents house posting this , i`m leaving now.
adios amigos!
CAUR.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
{ Wednesday, July 09, 2008 }
Okays , blahs.
today was awfully sad .
I was emoing , but then became happy when i was with my TRUE BUDDEHS!
Moving on , today had fun talking kok with azrie , idah and koktiong. While waiting for ipw to start.
hurhur , had fun. Then during ipw , mr.song was talking mostly to the scouts.
yeah , After school went to meet jaspreet,pamlea and ruby ! hahas.
FUN MAN! Then when we were slacking , the serangoon north indian guys were fighting with each other. Verbally . Police came soon after that. One team had fled , the other team were sitting under the void deck opposite where we were sitting . when we saw the police , we fled also , incase they screened us . I went home , hurhur as i was afraid bloody dad would shout.
I was darn down when i was downstairs , then rishi called .. After that something in me just made me go nuts. Hurhur , i started screaming on the phone , was totally high .
Well , still abit in shock and depression.
I`m done for now ,
Loves , caur.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
{ Tuesday, July 08, 2008 }
Okays , i`m still in shock after what happened.
How can he do that to me ? I gave you 2 chances , it`s more then enough now , i`m starting to hate you . Seriously , why you did this ? I know i should`n really be bothered and everything but , still . I do have feelings aite.
Everything was your fault .
Flash back , nothing was my fault. Every time we would quarrel , nothing seemed to be my mistake , it was always you.
Never mind , i shall respect your stupid decision but let me say this out once again ,
There will be no more chances after today , this was the last.
I realise , that sometimes , your truefriends , aren`t really ur true friends at all.
Well , i know one thing`s for sure.
my 6 sayangs will always be there for me.
6 sayangs frm 3A3 (:
That`s it for now ,
shitballs.
CAUR.
Monday, July 07, 2008
{ Monday, July 07, 2008 }
FRIENDSSometimes i wonder , does things really happen for a reason?
i miss those time`s i would spend time with my godsisters and godbrothers.
They were the most important things in my life , though many of them are still with me , i still miss the few who has left us.
Obviously i would never miss ashwin , he was the worst thing that could happen to me , the lies he told me , the way he would make me think good about him . Within 24 hours he could hurt me , and i couldn`t even see this coming . He always said , he was never like anyother guy , YEAH SUCKSHIT BITCH , you are the worse fucka on the farkeng block.
But still i can`t bring myself to hate him , i only dislike every liking him. The best things that are still with me today and i`m very happy they are here with me today are :
Hans
Khai
Idah
Azrie
Azie
Oli
Jagjeet
belvin
pal
nikku
jaggu
harmesh
paul
Ryan
gurshan
Taran.
Nikki
jeevan
jaskiran
priya
nicch
jaspreet
ruby
pamlea
simran
shannen
charmaine.
And many more , they mean my life to me. I`d do anything to see them happy. Though our many ups and downs we are always there for each other. These people are the true meanings of friends , they don`t just leave you dangling there like ashwin and gopal . I`m sorry for mentioning names , but i`m basically stating facts. You both just betrayed us and left us alone , which we are actually happy .
FAMILYi seriously don`t know what the hell is happening now adays , sometimes it`s my dad , sometimes my mom , Totally screwed up shit.
Mom , if whatever you are doing turns out true , i don`t know what to di , sighs.
I GIVE UP.
i just want my life LIKE BEFORE.
EVERYTHING WAS SO FARKING SMOOTH.
one of these days , i`m really gona die of stress and depression luh.
i`m off .
Goodbye.
